It Has Been a While...

It has been a while since my last post (13 March 2012). Too many things happened in my life I tell you. And I don't know where to start. LOL... :p

Well, I tried once to post something on the blog, but my head went totally blank! Writer's block katanya. Walaupunnn!.. Banyak kali juga kawan-kawan Twitter seperti Emy (@alaqam) dan Ijan (@speedomunchy) suruh aktifkan balik blog ni. Tapi......... Ntahhh. Belum sampai seru Ilahi katanya. Walaupunnn!..

Previously, I've been tied up to my former job till I can't even have a chance to update my blog. Lecturer katakan, bila masa jer ada kelapangan. With all of the markings and preparation for tests and classes. Sometimes I asked myself "why am I here, and why am I doing all these stuffs?". Seriously, kerjaya sebagai pensyarah ni memang amal jariah. Dari segi masa, duit, tenaga, just name it. Haih...

Haa. Nampak tu mengkeme? Pengsan ialls!..

 

Anyway and anyhow, zaman ber-employee-kan UiTM Perak dah lama berlalu (since November 2012). They had to stop some of us, the part-timers due to some change in the management policy yada-yada-yada-haktuihhh! Well, I won't look back either. I took it as an opportunity to fly away from them... So here i'm, looking for another job, still. So siapa-siapa yang ada pakcik-makcik kat Petronas or Sime Darby tu, tolong-tolong laa eak? Sharing is caring. Gitcheww...

 

So what did you do for the past 2 months unemployed?..

 

Memacam ualls! Yang penting ialls jadi PA merangkap pembantu rumah merangkap pemandu merangkap tukang basuh-cuci kepada Datin Aminah... Siapa Datin Aminah tu? Mak ialls laa ualls. LOL... :))

 

Haaa. Nie laa Datin Aminah yang ittew sebut-sebut tu. Sweet tak kitorang?.. :3

 

Other than being a good son to her mother *koff koff*, I started to do some cardio. Three times a week, 5 kilometer per session. Gagah tak ialls? Hewhewhew... Other than that, I travelled a lot, especially with my friend Emy (@alaqam). We went to Genting Highlands and Fraser Hills a few weeks ago in a single night. Sounds crazy huh? An unplanned trip to be exact... Well, who needs an itinerary when we can jump on a moving rollercoaster and enjoy the ride, right?.. ;)

 

Me and my crazy friend. Hewhewhew... :3

 

Ok. Looks like I have some errands to run. Till the urge to write comes again! Toodles~... :)

 

Chasing Dreams... (^_~)

Hello gegirls and boboys!~... (^_^)v

Miss me? I know you do (matilah perasan) since i've been away for long form my blog and Twitterjaya. Even my blog had already been filled with spiderwebs...*sigh*... (-___-'

As for the weekend and the weekdays before, i've been so busy with a motivational program for ePJJ and PLK students handled by me as one of the committee members. The program which was held on Saturday, 3 March 2012, at Kuala Kangsar, ran smoothly. Alhamdulillah... (^_^)

As for the next day, Sunday 4 March, i travelled to Tanjung Malim to meet Emy (@alaqam), a friend of mine who study at UPSI (mengidam lasagna katanya!). After a nice brunch at Pizza Hut and some crazy chats with him, i drove to KL Sentral for another meeting. And this time with my best friend for 7 years, Eija (@eijamohammad). 2 hours were spent this time for (another) lunch (yes, i eat a lot) and a heart-to-heart session. It's a simple yet unplanned meeting, but i'm more than satisfied with the quality-time spent... (^_^)v

Yes, i'll do anything for my friends, and that's just me... (^_^)

In the evening, i met my hairstylist, Bryan, at his Michi Salon located at Seksyen 7, Shah Alam. Desperately i needed a better haircut. Then i met an old friend of mine, Faiz and Zetty, whom helped me a lot in preparing myself for an interview scheduled on the next day. Thank you guys!..*PS: Both of you complete each others*... \(^_^)/

At night, i met my Bebi for the 1st time. Ok, enough said...*wink*... (^_~)

On Monday morning, after a wonderful breakfast with my Bebi, i went to Karyaneka, Kuala Lumpur for an interview scheduled at 3:30pm. I was accompanied by my best friend, Liyana (@AdindaLiyana). Seronok kau Jah dapat jumpa Neelofa! Siap tangkap gambar lagi... (^^B

All that i can say is the interview session was awesome! I spent almost 1 1/2 hour in the meeting room. There are so many interesting questions asked by the interviewers till i felt like fainting! LOLOLOL... Some of the questions, as what had been expected, were on ways to upgrade the current webpages and system, and on how to increase sales. Alhamdulillah, all questions were answered with proves and facts and confidence. Even though i have no working experience related to sales and marketing... (^^P

I was also been told that there will be 2nd interview session to be scheduled later. And this time with the Managing Director involved. I'm dead meat! So pretty please, do pray for me, OK?.. (^^B

Shortly after the interview, i rewarded myself and my besties whom had accompanied me by spending some times together at Alamanda Putrajaya. Another heart-to-heart session, a good one i tell you. Thank you Liyana for the time and thought spent!.. \(^_^)/

My besties were sent home then at 7:30pm, before i myself head to Ipoh, Perak. I need to fetch my mom, whom had spent her weekend over my brother's, followed by heading back to Teluk Intan. We reached home at 11:45pm safe and sound. Well, it's good to be home after a long and hectic weekend... (^_^)v

Ok. It's getting late and i already used 45 minutes of my sleeping time. Hiks!.. (^_^)~z

Till the urge to write comes again. Toodles!~... (^_~)

What Starts Bad Always Ends Sweet... ^_^v

Hello gegirls and boboys!~... ^_^v

Thursday, 2 February 2012... It seems like everything turned out wrong from the early of the day; i woke up at 6:30am after snoozing my alarm for an hour. Good job Hamdan! Hence the traffic always not on my side... Fortunately i managed to arrive at my workplace before my 8am lecture. Thank you Allah...*flips serban Ustaz Don*... ^^p

Still, it was a hectic day for me as i have to deal with some tasks given by the faculty while supervising my students' event... Oh, by the way, the event that will be held by my students is "Ceramah Kahwin Muda: Bahagia Atau Derita?". The program will be held on 7 February 2012, at Dewan Seri Iskandar UiTM Perak. Al-Fadhil Ustaz Mohd Kazim Elias, a well known and reputable lector, will be the one giving the lection. So do support us!.. ^_~

Ok. Enough with the promotions. Now, where did i stop my mumbles?.. ^^p

Ok. It was a very hectic and tiring day... However, all of a sudden, the sun shines amidst the clouds. A shine that brought smile on my face. A joyful message via Whatsapp... O_o

"Kak Ngah will be in labor today. InsyaAllah. Do pray for us..." - Ngah

All of a sudden, i felt an unexplainable happiness in me. But still i can't lie that i felt worry at the same time. So i kept on praying for my sister-in-law's safety... untill the next message...

"Kak Ngah had safely delivers a 3.06kg baby boy at 12:30pm..." - Mom

And i was like cheering at that time! My colleague, Puan Salina is the first person to receive the news from me since i was in her room... The next persons are surely my tweeps in Twitterjaya! LOL. I received lots of beautiful replies as soon as i tweetpict-ed a picture of my newly born nephew... \^O^/

"Ya Allah sucinya muka..." - @QyunHuda

"Cuteness..." - @fatinfoxay

"Cheom sikit mmuuaahh!.." - @FairuzFuzyana

"Welcome to the family!.. ^_^" - @ZaimSalleh

"Tahniah :)..." - @naim_nanyan

Thank you gegirls and boboys for the awesome replies! And to our new family member, Ariff Halimi, welcome to the world. Love you so much~... ^.^

Till the urge to write comes again. Toodles!~... ^_~

It’s All About Love... ^_^

Me: When i miss you, i stalk you. When i stalk you, i feel sad. When i feel sad, i try to forget you. When i already forget you, i miss you, again... -__-

Philip: The thing called love...

Me: Yeah. Sometimes we love 'love'. Sometimes we hate 'love'. But no matter what, we do need love...

Philip: Someone to cuddle up...

Me: Totally they are. To cuddle or to be cuddled by when you feel lonely, or when you feel like the world is too cruel... ^_^,


*Edited from Philip's and my tweets. Thank you Philip Golingai (@PhilipGolingai) for the inspiration...*

Feels Like I Don’t Know You... At All... ^~^

That so called 80% chances doesn't exist at all...

Yesterday, i went to the Old Town Teluk Intan just to meet my friend on Twitter; TheOtherPerson. Well, we know each other and it's not a big surprise to both of us that we shared the same ThatPerson as our past lover. LOL... ^_~

I ought to meet him. Yes, OUGHT, for that i don't know who else that i can share this torments i felt inside with. Hence, there's an 'amanah' given by ThatPerson that i should deliver to TheOtherPerson...

Well, it supposed to be a time where i'll cry my heart out, a really sad moment. But to my surprise, it turned out as a sharing-is-caring moment, where we kiss and tell our previous experiences with ThatPerson. Funny isn't it? But we really are. We shared stories, we gossiped, we laughed... ^o^

Here come the surprises; the truths were revealed, and ThatPerson is not as saint as i knew before, at all. There are so many lies hide here and there. And still i'm shocked till now!.. Ok enough said... O_o

Dear ThatPerson. IF all those stories told by TheOtherPerson are TRUE, it is proven that you are not as saint as your words and tweets. And it might as well mean that you are just using me all this while. A REBOUND person you are, for that you know that i love you so much and i'll do anything for you. Such a big fat liar laa kan, even though you are not fat at all... ^~^

Oh well, hearing from one side is not enough to blatantly judge someone, right? So here i am, willing to wait for you to DEFEND yourself...

"Sometimes people are too blind to realize the true ones in front of them. Because they've been blocked on the side of the wrong ones..."

Yes. Perhaps i'm too blind to realise who you really are. That's why the proverb "love is blind" exists, Hamdan Alias... ^_~

The Memories Remain... ^_^,

It has been a month since my dad gone. But it feels like he's still around. I still can smell his scent linger in our very home, especially in the kitchen where he loved to sit and spend his morning n evening...

Will always love and miss you my dad, Alias Malek (8 March 1939 - 13 December 2011)... Al-Fatihah... ^_^,

And Welcome 2012!.. ^O^

Happy New Year 2012 to all my awesome friends! May the year 2011 leaves us with thousands of memories, and may 2012 arrives with thousands of hopes... v^_^v

Goodbye 2011... ^_^,

2011... Well, it might be the most wonderful year, or else, the worst year for you. Like it or not, it will surely come to its end tonight. We are going to say farewell to the year 2011 in less than an hour and say hello to the all new 2012... Should we cheer to it? Up to you, but i don't feel like to...

As for me, the year 2011 gave me thousands of sorrowful and painful experiences that had affect me deeply. It had never been a smooth journey for me since the early of 2011. Not trying to sound dramatic, but it really does...

I started my 2011 with a career that i always wanted the most, lecturing in a public university located in Perak, Malaysia... Well, i don't have wise working experiences in hands, so some of my frienemies AKA colleagues used this fact against me. You'll surely shocked if i told you the details. No matter what, alhamdulillah, Allah still loves me. And i keep holding still... ^_^v

There goes the 1st quarter of the year...

2nd quarter of the year. I came across a heartbreaking moment, when i officially have to let go person that i love the most for more than a year; WZHK. I have to admit that it's all due to some misunderstanding. And still i feel bad about it, even though we had bury the hatchet and live our own life... Well, perhaps we are not meant to be together... ^_^,

3rd quarter of the year comes...

Well, nothing really happened during this period. My life's great. I live my life to the fullest... But still, nothing can halt the cumulonimbus when it comes and covers the sun. Leaving me in the dark and rain...

I lost 2 most important persons in the last 4th quarter of the year. 1 December 2011, i lost someone that should be the next best thing in my life; MZAG. I can't help myself from fell the breakdown when it happened. Well, another separation spreads on the page 6. Rupert Murdoch should write a cheque for me. Ghetew... Not enough with that, i lost my dad on 13 December 2011 due to complication from lymphoma cancer he had suffered since the end of 2010. Another bitter pills i had to swallow. Al-Fatihah, Allah loves him more than we do... T_T

Trying to take it positively, as usual, i keep on saying to myself "there should be some 'hikmah' behind all this. Only Allah knows why...". Well, that's the only words that i could say to endure the breakdown that i had inside...

Still, i'm looking forward for the 'hikmahs'... ^_^,

Hatred? I Don’t Need Them... ^_^

It doesn't mean that we have to be an enemy when the relationship ends. Why? Because we can't proceed our life with hatred left inside... ^_^


*Copied from my tweet...*

It’s All Started In Twitterjaya... ^_^, (Part Two)

Hello gegirls and boboys!~... ^_^v

This is the continuation of my previous post titled "It’s All Started In Twitterjaya" (Friday, 2 December 2011). I left my blog for a long period for that my father passed away last week on Tuesday, 13 December 2011... Al-Fatihah and may my dad rests in peace. Amen... ^_^,

Anyway, have i told you about that i can't reveal anything to ThatPerson since i'm afraid of rejection? So i kept it to myself and continued tweeting with ThatPerson like normal...

However, around June or July 2011, i accidentally learnt that ThatPerson is in relationship with someone (Let's call that someone TheOtherPerson). How do i noticed that? As usual me, ThatPerson, and TheOtherPerson tweet happily. At one time, just to make it funnier, i flirted with ThatPerson. In that instance, i can clearly smell jealousy in the air. And the conversation stopped there after 'some-unnoticed-fights'... Funny but true... ^^p

From that moment, i tried to keep a distance between me and ThatPerson. I tweeted less than usual with ThatPerson, perhaps for more than 1 months. I'm not sure whether ThatPerson noticed this-awkward-moment or not, but i have to... -__-

September 2011 came, and i started to notice lots of broken-hearted-tweets from ThatPerson. I feel like asking what happened, but somehow i don't. Guess i shouldn't meddle with ThatPerson's private life too much. However, from now and then, i do gave some comforting words and advices, just to keep ThatPerson happy...

A month passed by. Out of blue, ThatPerson asked me about TheOtherPerson, whom happen to be one of my Tweetpeeps. Even though i'm more than curious with that sudden question, i updated ThatPerson with all that i know about TheOtherPerson. Curious, still, i asked ThatPerson what had happened. ThatPerson then spilled the beans after much of persuasion...

Trying to be a good friend, i listened to ThatPerson's heart-breaking and tearful story. Even though i felt so sorry with ThatPerson, still i feel a little bit happy; not for that they had brokeup, but for that ThatPerson is single again and i can now make ThatPerson mine... When ThatPerson told me "i need some time to heal" and "will never fall in love again in the near future", i asked ThatPerson, "What if there's someone whom had keep his feeling for the past 8 months told you that he likes you?". ThatPerson typed a smiley and told me that it can be considered...

Call me opportunist. Hehehe... ^_^v

However, still i kept that feeling to myself, just to wait for the right moment to come... ^_~

Ok. Seriously i have something to do. Will continue this 'meroyan' ASAP, so stay tuned...

Till the urge to write comes again! Toodles!~... ^_~

Missing You... T_T

Woke up at 4:50am, just to find out that i miss ThatPerson really bad. Only a teary eyes that accompany me...

Dear you... If only you've told me that i do have a chance to win your heart, and that i don't have to act crazy just for the sake of winning you... T__T

Ok Hamdan. Please, go back to sleep. The bridge had been burned. By ME... Even if you hate me for the rest of your life, you'll always have the best place in my heart... ^_^,


*Copied from my tweets...*

Following Forbidden = Blocked!.. O_o

I have 8 drafts of tweet that i kept in my phone, ready to be read by you... But i guess it meant nothing anymore. I'm already blocked... -______-,

I blocked you and then unblock you, in less than 1 minutes. Now it's your turn to do it on me, permanently, and i have no right to oppose...

Padan muka aku...

It’s All Started In Twitterjaya... ^_^,

Hello gegirls and boboys!~... ^_^v

I need to ventilate my feelings here. AKA 'meroyan'. You might skip this post if u feel like to...

It's all started in February 2011, when i came across this one witty and matured person in Twitter, or popularly known as Twitterjaya. I just followed ThatPerson for his lovely and wonderful tweets, which will surely attract you to read and laugh and embed it in your heart and mind. The best among the best i tell you... ^^p

After months, we got closer and closer, and ThatPerson had became like an acquaintance of me in Twitterjaya. Tweeting with ThatPerson had become a must for me, every single day. We love to reply tweets and tease each other, and that made me feel alive... Believe it or not, i started to like ThatPerson. ThatPerson acts like a special brand of heroin of me. Not trying to sounds dramatic, but ThatPerson really is... ^_^

I LIKE n LOVE ThatPerson. I kept on dreaming of ThatPerson. But i have no idea whether ThatPerson likes me or not. The chances is low... Once heard that if we have a crush on someone and it last for more than 4 months, that can be categorised as love. Yeah, in my case, it last for 8 months. Can you believe that? I can't believe myself either...

Sadly, i can't reveal anything to ThatPerson since i'm afraid of rejection. So i kept it to myself... It's just unbearable...

Ok. It's already late, and i really have to go. Will continue this 'meroyan' later...

Till the urge to write comes again! Toodles!~... ^_~

The Reasons Why I Create This Blog... ^_^

Hello gegirls and boboys!~... ^_^v

You might wonder, why do i create this blog, and why now?.. ^_^?

All this while, i had this urge (since 2008) to create a blog for myself. Not for the sake of gaining fame, but i see it as someway to ventilate my feelings or tenses that i have. But i guess this is the right day and date to do my first writing - Thursday, 1 December 2011...*flips telekung DVF*... ^^B

This urge to write was also had become intense with encouragement from my twitter-cum-IRL-friends. They are @aphize, @AdindaLiyana, and ... this particular person whom i can't mention for that i have hurted this person's heart so much...

Ok. Talking about 'that person', this blog should be kind of our diary of life. But, due to some misunderstanding, it will never happen...

Will always love you. I can't lie to myself... T_____T

Till the urge to write comes again! Toodles!~... ^_~

Hello! It’s Me, Hamdan... ^_~

Hello gegirls and boboys!~... ^_^v

Thank you so much for dropping by my blog. Nothing serious will be discussed here, and it should be a leisure-oriented blog... Perhaps for now. LOL...

Anyway, let me introduce a little bit about myself. I'm Hamdan Alias, a Scorpio who was born in November 1983. Proudly born and bred in Teluk Intan, Perak, a small and quiet town located 95 kilometres south-south-west of Ipoh, Perak...

I love tweeting, and i spend most of my daily hours tweeting. Even when i'm driving or between my lectures. I just can't help it! LOL. Want to follow me on Twitter? Search for @hamdanalias83 and surely you'll find it... Furthermore, i love music so much. It puts sort of positive vibes into my life and make it livelier. Types of music that i fond to? Anything! But i prefer Pop, RnB, Rap, Dance, Pop-rock, and even Traditional. BUT Metal thingy is a big NO for me. I just can't stand it... Other than that, i love travelling, arts, decorations, and to the upmost; MONEY! Well, everyone loves money, right? LOL... $_$

Moreover, i love cooking and baking, despite having limited time to burn the kitchen. But still i'll do my best to turn the kitchen upside-down at least once a month. LOL. What types of dishes that i'm into? Any types of simple biscuits, simple cakes, soup-based dishes, and fried-based dishes. BUT, i'm totally bad with traditional dishes, unless with the help of my super-mom. She's my big influence. Anyway, i love to give new recipes a try whenever i found interesting recipes...

Ok. Enough with the mumbles. It's for sure you'll learn lots about me through my tweets and whatever that i'll publish soon...

Till the urge to write comes again. Toodles!~... ^_~