It’s All About Acceptance... (^_^)

"Why should we be bothered by a small crack while we can adore the whole beauty of a crystal?.."

Well, it's all about accepting the person around us for whom they are. And don't deny one's good deeds done previously for that he or she had done ONE bad thing...

To be honest, a movie by name The Vow (March 2012) taught me lots about life and love. Do watch it... (^_^)


*Edited from my tweets...*

It’s All About Love... ^_^

Me: When i miss you, i stalk you. When i stalk you, i feel sad. When i feel sad, i try to forget you. When i already forget you, i miss you, again... -__-

Philip: The thing called love...

Me: Yeah. Sometimes we love 'love'. Sometimes we hate 'love'. But no matter what, we do need love...

Philip: Someone to cuddle up...

Me: Totally they are. To cuddle or to be cuddled by when you feel lonely, or when you feel like the world is too cruel... ^_^,


*Edited from Philip's and my tweets. Thank you Philip Golingai (@PhilipGolingai) for the inspiration...*

Feels Like I Don’t Know You... At All... ^~^

That so called 80% chances doesn't exist at all...

Yesterday, i went to the Old Town Teluk Intan just to meet my friend on Twitter; TheOtherPerson. Well, we know each other and it's not a big surprise to both of us that we shared the same ThatPerson as our past lover. LOL... ^_~

I ought to meet him. Yes, OUGHT, for that i don't know who else that i can share this torments i felt inside with. Hence, there's an 'amanah' given by ThatPerson that i should deliver to TheOtherPerson...

Well, it supposed to be a time where i'll cry my heart out, a really sad moment. But to my surprise, it turned out as a sharing-is-caring moment, where we kiss and tell our previous experiences with ThatPerson. Funny isn't it? But we really are. We shared stories, we gossiped, we laughed... ^o^

Here come the surprises; the truths were revealed, and ThatPerson is not as saint as i knew before, at all. There are so many lies hide here and there. And still i'm shocked till now!.. Ok enough said... O_o

Dear ThatPerson. IF all those stories told by TheOtherPerson are TRUE, it is proven that you are not as saint as your words and tweets. And it might as well mean that you are just using me all this while. A REBOUND person you are, for that you know that i love you so much and i'll do anything for you. Such a big fat liar laa kan, even though you are not fat at all... ^~^

Oh well, hearing from one side is not enough to blatantly judge someone, right? So here i am, willing to wait for you to DEFEND yourself...

"Sometimes people are too blind to realize the true ones in front of them. Because they've been blocked on the side of the wrong ones..."

Yes. Perhaps i'm too blind to realise who you really are. That's why the proverb "love is blind" exists, Hamdan Alias... ^_~

Hatred? I Don’t Need Them... ^_^

It doesn't mean that we have to be an enemy when the relationship ends. Why? Because we can't proceed our life with hatred left inside... ^_^


*Copied from my tweet...*

It’s All Started In Twitterjaya... ^_^, (Part Two)

Hello gegirls and boboys!~... ^_^v

This is the continuation of my previous post titled "It’s All Started In Twitterjaya" (Friday, 2 December 2011). I left my blog for a long period for that my father passed away last week on Tuesday, 13 December 2011... Al-Fatihah and may my dad rests in peace. Amen... ^_^,

Anyway, have i told you about that i can't reveal anything to ThatPerson since i'm afraid of rejection? So i kept it to myself and continued tweeting with ThatPerson like normal...

However, around June or July 2011, i accidentally learnt that ThatPerson is in relationship with someone (Let's call that someone TheOtherPerson). How do i noticed that? As usual me, ThatPerson, and TheOtherPerson tweet happily. At one time, just to make it funnier, i flirted with ThatPerson. In that instance, i can clearly smell jealousy in the air. And the conversation stopped there after 'some-unnoticed-fights'... Funny but true... ^^p

From that moment, i tried to keep a distance between me and ThatPerson. I tweeted less than usual with ThatPerson, perhaps for more than 1 months. I'm not sure whether ThatPerson noticed this-awkward-moment or not, but i have to... -__-

September 2011 came, and i started to notice lots of broken-hearted-tweets from ThatPerson. I feel like asking what happened, but somehow i don't. Guess i shouldn't meddle with ThatPerson's private life too much. However, from now and then, i do gave some comforting words and advices, just to keep ThatPerson happy...

A month passed by. Out of blue, ThatPerson asked me about TheOtherPerson, whom happen to be one of my Tweetpeeps. Even though i'm more than curious with that sudden question, i updated ThatPerson with all that i know about TheOtherPerson. Curious, still, i asked ThatPerson what had happened. ThatPerson then spilled the beans after much of persuasion...

Trying to be a good friend, i listened to ThatPerson's heart-breaking and tearful story. Even though i felt so sorry with ThatPerson, still i feel a little bit happy; not for that they had brokeup, but for that ThatPerson is single again and i can now make ThatPerson mine... When ThatPerson told me "i need some time to heal" and "will never fall in love again in the near future", i asked ThatPerson, "What if there's someone whom had keep his feeling for the past 8 months told you that he likes you?". ThatPerson typed a smiley and told me that it can be considered...

Call me opportunist. Hehehe... ^_^v

However, still i kept that feeling to myself, just to wait for the right moment to come... ^_~

Ok. Seriously i have something to do. Will continue this 'meroyan' ASAP, so stay tuned...

Till the urge to write comes again! Toodles!~... ^_~

Missing You... T_T

Woke up at 4:50am, just to find out that i miss ThatPerson really bad. Only a teary eyes that accompany me...

Dear you... If only you've told me that i do have a chance to win your heart, and that i don't have to act crazy just for the sake of winning you... T__T

Ok Hamdan. Please, go back to sleep. The bridge had been burned. By ME... Even if you hate me for the rest of your life, you'll always have the best place in my heart... ^_^,


*Copied from my tweets...*

Following Forbidden = Blocked!.. O_o

I have 8 drafts of tweet that i kept in my phone, ready to be read by you... But i guess it meant nothing anymore. I'm already blocked... -______-,

I blocked you and then unblock you, in less than 1 minutes. Now it's your turn to do it on me, permanently, and i have no right to oppose...

Padan muka aku...

It’s All Started In Twitterjaya... ^_^,

Hello gegirls and boboys!~... ^_^v

I need to ventilate my feelings here. AKA 'meroyan'. You might skip this post if u feel like to...

It's all started in February 2011, when i came across this one witty and matured person in Twitter, or popularly known as Twitterjaya. I just followed ThatPerson for his lovely and wonderful tweets, which will surely attract you to read and laugh and embed it in your heart and mind. The best among the best i tell you... ^^p

After months, we got closer and closer, and ThatPerson had became like an acquaintance of me in Twitterjaya. Tweeting with ThatPerson had become a must for me, every single day. We love to reply tweets and tease each other, and that made me feel alive... Believe it or not, i started to like ThatPerson. ThatPerson acts like a special brand of heroin of me. Not trying to sounds dramatic, but ThatPerson really is... ^_^

I LIKE n LOVE ThatPerson. I kept on dreaming of ThatPerson. But i have no idea whether ThatPerson likes me or not. The chances is low... Once heard that if we have a crush on someone and it last for more than 4 months, that can be categorised as love. Yeah, in my case, it last for 8 months. Can you believe that? I can't believe myself either...

Sadly, i can't reveal anything to ThatPerson since i'm afraid of rejection. So i kept it to myself... It's just unbearable...

Ok. It's already late, and i really have to go. Will continue this 'meroyan' later...

Till the urge to write comes again! Toodles!~... ^_~